Dear Baby Boy


Dear Baby Boy,


They say words can never express how you truly feel… I strongly agree. But if I did have the words to say, this is what I would say. First things first, there's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. From the first moment to the last within hours time, my world ended in complete darkness. Your light shine so bright within me my weekend body could not carry such a joy. I never thought that I would be capable of this thing called unconditional love towards one. In the darkness alone… 1000 times over played the many formations of mental ideas of how I can get my second chance, to be closer to you. Three times failed because, I was left in the world in which I did not belong in without you. Mommy is not perfect but I knew you were ! Your daddy didn't know, but if he did ... I knew he would have been the greatest role model for you. Mommy and daddy didn't have the best relationship but, that wouldn't have stopped us from loving you !

To my beautiful baby boy…

I love you with all of my being and in a perfect heaven I will hold you in my arms and never let you go… but I guess heaven couldn't wait for you.

Keep watching over me, my beautiful baby boy !

Love,
Mommy

 

Philadelphia, PA